Wow, what a storm can do to your life...
Always look on the bright side of life
Yeah that's what people keep telling you and even though they only want to help I really can't bring up the strength to do so. Though it helped a lot getting out on SIK frat parties, helping Pia DJing, I still feel pretty empty. Slowly color returns to my life, but I definitely cannot say that I am happy. I try. I try hard but it feels pointless. I am back to normal life, back to work and back to my old habits but again they still feel wrong.
Dark sky over dark city
Great... so far so bad! And I thought this could be a good time, but I was horribly mistaken. Ezio had to leave Hathian! and my life sucks, it really does. Not that I feel suicidal, maybe a little... but really I see no point in being around, going to work, keeping from drinking...etc
He had to go... Italian Army calling. And I am sure he won't come back, not even for me... I feel like someone punched a hole into my chest, I feel empty. Nothing really matters anymore...
Becoming used to the strangest of all cities...
Even though Chicago is a lot bigger and noisier, I am sure it's not as crazy as Hathian is....
I'ven been here for two months now and so many things in my life changed.
My outfit, my personality, my friends and my life: but were those good changes? I doubt it...
One thing I know now are the three rules: sex / money / violence
Since I don't have money and sex, nor am I violent, I doubt that I'll make it here...
